Dumb and Numbar

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There's a boy who got stuck with his responsibilities to his disfunctional family.  He had a dream but he learned about giving up a long time ago.  He yearned for freedom and happiness, but he knew it was too much of a luxury to him.  He was talented, but he was too self-condescending to believe that this talent could be a life-changer for him.  He was afraid to love or be loved because he was unsure he deserved such a noble feeling.

We all have part of this boy in us.  For one, we all have responsibilities as grown-ups, and our dreams too, no matter how wild they could be.  For my part, I want to travel the world for all I care.  I want to become unemployed but never have to think twice about my finances.  I want to stay young and healthy, body and heart.  I want to find that one person that I care and love who loves me back to the same measure of commitment.  I want to be among true bosom friends with whom I share all my joy and sadness, my life stories and secrets.  I want to be worry-free when it comes to my ageing family...

There is just so much burden and pressure that locks you in this box amd sometimes stifles you to the point of choking.  The harder you fight to escape, the more powerless you become.  When you are finally freed from the cubic prison, you are no far from the next "box".

Back to this boy.  Lucky for him, he found his love, his bearing and a way out, notwithstanding the compromises he had to come to terms with. 

Unlucky for us, we still have to live with the baggages that were checked into this life under our names and that we so desperately want to drop off at the next stop or toss to a total stranger.